Is that something I want? To be that vulnerable again? Is it worth putting myself out there. I mean I know the marriage I am in, is not working at all. But geez, can I subject myself to the heartbreak again? Not that I want to be alone or married three times either. Sugar daddy? Marry for money? Just putting it out there. But I don't think I could do that. And there goes my brain, thinking about all of that. I believe in love, the first kiss, the make outs, the dating. I want the marriage.
A few weeks back at one of my first visits with Katie, my medium, we talked about me being separated. I have been part of a couple since I was 19. It's scary and crazy. We talked and she stared at the side of my right hand and assured me I would marry again. Just one more time. Phew!!